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How do I really feel?

Sat Jun 20, 2009, 5:10 PM
  • Listening to: Fan
  • Reading: Text
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Eating: I can't eat right now
  • Drinking: Water
Wordless. Epitome of human sorrow-breathing shallow breaths.In and out like bloody tides above an open wound.

These vivid dreams are getting to me. Nightmares of being raped: scarring. Nightmares of being raped from the perspective of at least eight people:Fucked up.

Watching someone die:Scarring
Waiting for someone to die, constantly waiting how long:Fucked up
Dreaming of waiting for someone to die: Fucked up.
Waking up and still counting down every second because it's real:Fucked up

Having a bad day, having an anxiety attack in public and crying:Scarring
Doing all that then waking up and crying before the damned day begins:Fucked up
Having a bad dream:Scarring
Having a nightmare, then rewinding back through it:Fucked up

Dreaming about being gutted:Scarring
Dreamig of being gutted,living, and having to kill the person responsible:Fucked up
Somehow being the person responsible:Fucked up
Almost vomiting upon waking: Fucked up

Having a bad dream: Mildly scarring
Having a bad dream and waking up to find a good portion of it true: Fucked up

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I am, much like Beauty, the embodiment of complexity- making my home just beyond the horizon of what man dares to understand. I welcome Chaos and despise the abysmal pointlessness of the mundane, conserved and quiet life.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In your heart.
  • Interests: Love(All forms of Love), Arts(All forms of the Arts)
  • Favourite movie: Riggeletto/Van Helsing(Best Romantic Comedy Ever)/ POCT/ All the other ones I like make me cry lol
  • Favourite band or musician: Tokio Hotel makes me happy with their songs. In fact, I get happy just thinking about Bill Kaulitz.
  • Favourite genre of music: New Age/Rock/Jazz,Classical,Opera,
  • Favourite artist: Lisa Lynne/Kate Price/Bill Kaulitz
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar/Maya Angelou/Stephenie Meyer/Lloyd Alexander
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: The one you want to buy me :)
  • Shell of choice: Midnight Diamond
  • Skin of choice: Midnight Nightcrawler
  • Favourite game: FF8
  • Favourite cartoon character: Prince Yuki
  • Personal Quote: "I'm a Loveling. What did you expect?"

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~LovedAndNotForgotten:iconLovedAndNotForgotten: Jun 12, 2009, 7:42:10 AM
read what i wrote at like 2am last night pretty please? i uploaded it "It's Been"

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I dream of you because I am scared to think and see the truth.

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~silver-moon14:iconsilver-moon14: Jun 11, 2009, 6:01:11 PM
i think i should add you to my friends, lol, this is Tirzah <3

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“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”
~velocity07:iconvelocity07: Jun 11, 2009, 4:34:30 PM
Hey, I'm a new member on this site and I happened to find some of your work. I loved it so I put you on my deviantWATCH. That way, I can see more of what you do and I can--hopefully--communicate with you.

Also, it'd be cool to be friends with you!
~June3:iconJune3: Jun 11, 2009, 8:29:57 AM
ITS ANA, AND MY NEW awesome ACCOUNT! add meh please :P

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"Life is a song, love is the lyrics" <3
~Colonel-Cuban:iconColonel-Cuban: Apr 16, 2009, 5:51:39 PM
BLUR IT I SAY!!! BLUR IT!!!!!

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THE, APOCOLYPSE, IS COMING!!! WE MUST STAY, ON GUARD, UNTIL ZION! AND NO EATING! WE WILL FIT INTO MAH SKINNNY PANTS!!!!
-Metalacolypse "dethfashion"
~Colonel-Cuban:iconColonel-Cuban: Mar 17, 2009, 5:24:37 PM
post something on the band page!

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THE, APOCOLYPSE, IS COMING!!! WE MUST STAY, ON GUARD, UNTIL ZION! AND NO EATING! WE WILL FIT INTO MAH SKINNNY PANTS!!!!
-Metalacolypse "dethfashion"
~PKyoungeband:iconPKyoungeband: Mar 9, 2009, 2:19:46 PM
here it is. i'll sned you the password in a little bit.
Mood: dA Love *Mawok666:iconMawok666: Mar 5, 2009, 10:13:08 PM
Thanks for the watch! :glomp::aww:

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Icon by *Taiyou-Da-Great<33
Bandit will eat you RAWR![link]
"And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."
I hear you like Danny Phantom ~WeLoveDP
~DulcisAgape:iconDulcisAgape: Mar 5, 2009, 11:15:08 PM
<3 Np,love.

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....If men were meant to fly...
....they wouldn't always be kneeling...
....so close to the ground.
*Mawok666:iconMawok666: Mar 5, 2009, 11:38:34 PM
:blowkiss:

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Icon by *Taiyou-Da-Great<33
Bandit will eat you RAWR![link]
"And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."
I hear you like Danny Phantom ~WeLoveDP
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